Sunday, November 15, 2009

one word

suffocating.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Could you tell me how to get...

...how to get to Sesame Street?






As we become older, we become corrupted, for various reasons and in many ways. But occasionally, even if "wrong" to some of society, this crap is just FUNNY!

Disclaimer: mature audiences only...or at least teens. haha

Disclaimer round 2 (added 11/12/09): I DO NOT DO DRUGS! But just because I don't doesn't mean I can't laugh at the humorous media portrayal.



Don't judge. I know lots worse.

(ps - this too. http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=sensimilla)

Monday, November 9, 2009

It's only natural...

...to count down the days to something.






But what am I counting to anymore?

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Elmo didn't succeed...

in cheering me up right now.



And in the spirit of malheur and tristesse, I feel I must blog it out before I (hopefully) get back to my relationship paper, which is due tomorrow at noon, of course.

Right now, for some reason, I really, really, really, really, really, really, really hate school. I feel so unmotivated to finish this semester, much less my undergraduate degree. How the hell can I ever hope to survive getting my Master's and PhD? Everybody says it will be okay, and I want to believe them, but I CAN'T WANNA. I wish I could figure out the reasons why I can't want to do anything anymore. Is it the depression? anxiety? ADHD? possible bipolar disorder? possible PTSD? what Hen and I are working on in counseling? a combination of all of the above?

Who the hell has to deal with all of this merde? I feel so suffocated and trapped right now. I just want out. I want to breathe. I want to feel purposeful. What happened to me? Where did I go? I suspected that I would lose the person I found in France once I returned, but I never thought it could be this bad. Is this even a real readjustment period anymore? It's been over 5 months...

I wonder what a day without feeling would be like...





...instead of this.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

i feel grouchy

in more ways than one!!!


Well...it's about time we got some publicity.

http://abclocal.go.com/wtvd/video?id=7105657





And the email that MH sent out to students? WHERE WAS AN EMAIL WEEKS AGO!??! I'm just sayin'...

Friday, November 6, 2009

Google baby

I'm tellin' ya - Google is amazing. I think I'm gonna start collecting all the cool images that Google uses on its logo...

I love Sesame Street and Google does too!!!