Could you tell me how to get...

...how to get to Sesame Street?






As we become older, we become corrupted, for various reasons and in many ways. But occasionally, even if "wrong" to some of society, this crap is just FUNNY!

Disclaimer: mature audiences only...or at least teens. haha

Disclaimer round 2 (added 11/12/09): I DO NOT DO DRUGS! But just because I don't doesn't mean I can't laugh at the humorous media portrayal.



Don't judge. I know lots worse.

(ps - this too. http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=sensimilla)

It's only natural...

...to count down the days to something.






But what am I counting to anymore?

Elmo didn't succeed...

in cheering me up right now.



And in the spirit of malheur and tristesse, I feel I must blog it out before I (hopefully) get back to my relationship paper, which is due tomorrow at noon, of course.

Right now, for some reason, I really, really, really, really, really, really, really hate school. I feel so unmotivated to finish this semester, much less my undergraduate degree. How the hell can I ever hope to survive getting my Master's and PhD? Everybody says it will be okay, and I want to believe them, but I CAN'T WANNA. I wish I could figure out the reasons why I can't want to do anything anymore. Is it the depression? anxiety? ADHD? possible bipolar disorder? possible PTSD? what Hen and I are working on in counseling? a combination of all of the above?

Who the hell has to deal with all of this merde? I feel so suffocated and trapped right now. I just want out. I want to breathe. I want to feel purposeful. What happened to me? Where did I go? I suspected that I would lose the person I found in France once I returned, but I never thought it could be this bad. Is this even a real readjustment period anymore? It's been over 5 months...

I wonder what a day without feeling would be like...





...instead of this.

i feel grouchy

in more ways than one!!!

Well...it's about time we got some publicity.

And the email that MH sent out to students? WHERE WAS AN EMAIL WEEKS AGO!??! I'm just sayin'...

Google baby

I'm tellin' ya - Google is amazing. I think I'm gonna start collecting all the cool images that Google uses on its logo...

I love Sesame Street and Google does too!!!

I know I'm obsessed...

But I'm just so furious!

Thought you'd find this interesting - I realized the following a little bit ago. (And to all the haters of French, it was because of my studies that I made this connection.)

I am finding intriguing similarities between the French Revolution and the current situation at MC. The Vendéens (we, the students) are rebelling against the Roman Catholic Church (Meredith College), who are imposing the Civil Constitution of the Clergy (effects and policies of Vision 2010). But unlike the Vendéens, we students will claim more victory. Vive la Révolution !!!!!


Keep in mind that the French people still won the revolution in the end - and there was indeed great change. The Reign of Terror ended.


Yet another delightful "Farewell, Queen Maureen?" You probably don't need an oracle or Magic 8 Ball to answer that question...